Dear, my beautiful sweet little girls.
I know I may not always seem like the best, I know I can get mad and I know I can get stressed but you should always remember that I love you more and more each day. I know things may seem tough at times and you may see mummy work hard but mummy does that just for you two. You see all I want for you both is the best I can ever give!
I want you to live full and happy lives filled with love, happiness and hope. I want you to thrive and be the person who you want to be. Mummy won’t judge, mummy won’t be mad. You be who you want and don’t you ever let anyone take that away from you. You’re too precious to me, to see you sad.
I don’t ever want you to cry alone, don’t sit in your room at 12am crying because of the world, come and sit with me and we will work things out, talk it through and I will cuddle you till you feel alright again. I promise to always be that ear, when you feel low or you feel in top on the world. I want to know.
I know the world is a scary place where people do bad things. I wish I could stop them to make you feel safe, to make mummy feel safer but I can’t. & im so sorry I can’t. I want you to do a few things for me though. I don’t ever want you to be afraid of going to that concert or having a small get away where you want. If you be afraid, they win. We do not want them to win. Don’t let them win.
I know I don’t let you have ice cream for breakfast and sweets before dinner but I do it for you, I do it to make sure your teeth are healthy and you’ve had the right meals to make your tiny tummies full. I know I can’t always afford to buy you the best toys but I work hard to give you what you need and you know that mummy will save for the best when she can.
I just want you to know, that I will always love you, and I will always protect you in the best way that I can. I will always do my best, to be my best for you.
Forever and always,
All my love.
Thanks for reading x